Relax boys and girls -
I will be fine. I wouldn't have posted that if I didn't want help.
Nikki has been my angel for years, bringing me smiles and laughter in seconds. In fact , she was the reason I went to the Doc a few years ago when I originally asked him about depression. She is not out of my life , just not there for me like she has been. We will be friends forever , my mind just can't relax listening to her talk to me. We trade e-mails , but that's it for a while. She has someone on death's door with cancer and even worse she is deciding whether to move on with her life or keep her family together after 'something ' happened. Its bothering her so, she still can't express to me what happened, but she is hurt. So she has her hands and mind full. Please keep her in your prayers , she is my angel. To say I love her doesn't really scratch the surface of what she means to me.
I am going to see someone to talk with, not just my Doc. I must really want to feel better cause that's a huge step for me. Without Nikki to lean on for support, I have to get better.
So thanks and relax ...
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- Zenyatta John
- Favorite quotes --"Common sense is not all that common" Winston Churchill ~~ "Make a bet everyday , you might be walking around lucky and not even know it." Sunny Jim Fitzsimmons ~~ "Never let the Truth get in the way of a good story." Indian Charlie ~~ "If you think you can, your already half way there." Teddy Roosevelt
3 comments:
John,
There are definitely Angels in our life. I know first hand about Angels who make a difference in our lives.
I will keep both you and Nikki in my prayers.
My prayer for you is more smiles and laughter than you ever thought possible. There is a lot healing for you, and you have taken the first steps. I am so proud of you.
Not sure what I can do John. But I would drop everything and be on plane in a heartbeat if you needed me. In your words, Love doesn't stratch the surface of what family means to me - and yes you are part of that family.
Love ya
Aunt Di
John,
This is the first day of the rest of your life.
And as you can tell from our reactions to your words, we all want you to enjoy a happy, joy-full life. Yes, that usually includes having special people in our life....to care about and to care about us.
Right now I hope you know that we are all there for you as you begin to take care of you.
Whatever you need, we are there for you...and that begins with prayers for you ...and for Nikki.
You are so loved.
Mom
Hi John,
I'm proud of you. You've taken the first steps toward a better life.
We all go through some difficult times and need some help. You have a supportive network of family and friends to lean on.
You and Nikki are in my prayers ... say the word - I'm here for you, just let me know how I can help.
I think we all have angels in our lives and Nikki probably considers you a bit of an "angel" too!
You're a very special guy ... know that we all love you and wish you well.
Love,
Aunt Debb
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